| Ohhhh 2008 ♥ |
[January 6th, 11:01pm] |
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I really haven't written here in a long time
it's hard to believe that 2007 is all over, it feels really wierd. Its like letting go of a lot of things with it. I don't like saying goodbye to things but now that its a new year i feel like i have to. I have to start fresh and only keep the things in my life that are important to me. I have amazing people in my life and I'm actually doing really good in school and i want to keep it that way. Last year was really dramatic and stressful, but it was good too. I'll never forget anything that happened and i don't want to. Some of its good to remember to keep me in a reality check because i would never want to go back and some of its just good memories. I'm not gonna say my life is perfect now because its in no way perfect, but im trying to be happy with myself. I decided Im not gonna try to make everyone else happy because I need to try to be happy. I love school, its so much fun and I have a lot of good friends there. I made a good decision and im happy with it, but I will never forget who's always been there for me. I'm so lucky now and I would never change the way things are now for anything. Sometimes a sucky situation makes you see who people really are and it ends up being really good. I'm happy where I am and even though life sucks sometimes, theres always good that comes out of it.
♥ ♥
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[October 2nd, 1:10pm] |
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holy SHIT
i have no idea whats going on...
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[September 12th, 9:09am] |
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soo College is college. I'm not gonna lie and say its amazing because its not. But im trying to make the best of it. im having a lot of fun and everyone is so nice and im meeting people and making friends. and im actually doing good in my classes. its just not home. its gonna take some getting used to, and i know it will get easier but for now im just trying really hard. but it is getting better :-]. friday my aunt and sammy are coming to visit because i havent seen them in like forever. saturday night is the boat cruise which im SO excited for :-]. and my mom and steph are coming on sunday.
I miss and love everyone tonsssssss <3
but i know the genuine people in my life aren't going anywhere so i dont really have anything to worry about.
thats pretty much it off to study...even more lol
ohhhh boy
♥
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[September 5th, 7:09pm] |
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Sooooo I'm a college student!
lol its so wierd to say that
i love it but at the same time i keep getting homesick
i miss my family and my best friends (who pretty much are my family ♥)
but its good
im meeting a ton of people
and everyone on my floor is super nice
we all get along really well and most of them are nursing majors
and we decided that at christmas were gonna put a christmas tree in me & rosie's room because our room is huge and put like ornaments and stuff on it and were gonna do secret santa :-]
im so excited
and my ra is like amazing i love her
shes like yeah guys do what you want but dont be stupid
looove it
so yeah its goooood
and i started my classes today too
they seem pretty good
i have notes & homework already but i think i can do it :-]
im having fun but i talked to my mom on the phone today and i cried lol
i think its because im like overtired
because i walked around boston all day yesterday
and there are ridiculous hills all over campus
and im not really sleeping all that much
so i layed down for awhile and i feel better now
but i cant wait till columbus day weekend!
peaceeeee :-]
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[August 31st, 12:08am] |
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i feel like i should be doing something productive....
ohwell :-]
1. Who knows the real you?: my friends
2. Last call you received on your cell was from?: brian
3. If you could kiss anyone who would it be?: i dunnoo
4. What are you listening to?: beautiful disaster
5. Who does it remind you of?: i dunno
6. Last movie you watched?: freedom writers! with my dad..he cried
7. Which of your friends lives closest to you?: brian..i think
8. What CD is in your stereo?: who knowss
9. Do you have a job?: not at the moment..i have one waiting for me
10. What did you do yesterday?: umm pack. work. ice cream :-].
11. Are you photogenic?: noooot really lol
12. Do you wear contacts or glasses?: im supposed to wear my glasses but i dont really wear them
13. Do you trust your friends?: i've learned you cant trust everyone..but i do trust my closest friends
14. Who sent you the last text on your cell?: sarahh
15. What annoys you?: lots of stuff
16. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?: only if they would do the same for me
17. Next vacation you're going on?: umm i have no idea
18. Do you play any instruments?: piano
19. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?: kinda
20. Do you want any piercings?: i want my nose pierced but i dount it will ever happen
21. Can you roll your R's?: yeahh i sound like a tard though lol
22. What are you doing now?: nooothing
23. Look out the window..: its dark
24. Are you procrastinating anything right now?: packing.. very much so
25. Last time you went shopping?: today..kinda
26. Who last IMed you?: sarah
27. Ever snuck outta the house?: kinda?
28. Which of your friends would make the best room mate?: lol i have no idea
29. Last thing you purchased?: dinner
30. What's your favorite beverage?: diet coke
31. Do people ever spell your name wrong?: its kinda hard to spell my name wrong..
32. What was the last compliment you received?: i think it was something about my teeth
33. Are you watching tv?: no
34. When was the last time you were upset/disappointed?: umm i dunno actually
1. Are you smiling?
sure?
2. Would you ever date the last person you kissed?
lol about that
3. What is irritating you now?
i dunno nothing really
4. When did you last eat pizza?
i dont rememberr..actually last week?
5. Do you drink beer?
i dont really like beer
6. What do you want?
lots of things :-]
7. Are you tired?
yeahhh
8. Last spoken words you heard?
bye
9. Have you ever kissed anyone named Josh?
mmm nope
10. Is your sister a slut?
hahahaha i don't think so
11. Pepsi or Coke?
diet coke
12. Do you ever throw up?
im pretty sure everyone throws up
13. What is your favorite hobby?
hanging outt
14. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
not a lot
15. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
mcdonalds
16. Are you restless?
sometimes
17. Is your computer a laptop?
yesyesyes :-]
18. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
hmm i dunno
19. How many myspace views do you have?
i dont knoww
20. Want to be a princess?
i am a princess ;-]
21. Do you believe dreams can come true?
ehhh sometimes
22. Last song you heard?
love by jon mclaughlin ♥
23. Do you like Batman?
no?
25. What are you wearing on your feet?
flip flops
26. What are your favorite pair of shoes?
flip flops..duh
27. Who was the last person you told you loved them?
my mommaa
28. What was the last thing you ate?
molten chocolate cake ;-]
29. What were you doing before this?
talking to my mom
30. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
my *superstar* mic lol
31. What instant messaging service do you use?
aim
32. Who's house did you go to last?
brian's
33. What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
jeans
34. What is the last movie you watched?
freedom writers
35. What do you currently hear right now?
nothing, im too lazy to pick another song
36. Do you think this survey is lame?
yeah, its pretty lame
37. Ever been to QuizPox.com?
nope
38. Where is your mom?
i think shes on her way home
39. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
hollister
40. Coach Purse or NCAA game tickets?
coach purse
41. Where was your default MySpace picture taken?
prom
42. Who's in it?
me & sarah ♥
43. Why did you pick your background?
i was sick of my other one
44. Are you happy with where you are?
i guess soo
46. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
probably not
47. Do you know some one named Bill?
yes
48. What was your entire schedule today?
woke up, helped my mom clean, showered, went to circuit city, went to my dad's house & then went out to eat
49. Do you want someone you can't have?
nope
50. Who makes you smile the most?
my bestiess ♥
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[August 28th, 12:08am] |
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Um 5 days??
I don't understand how this summer flew by like that. It feels like we were just ready to go into our senior year in High School. Excited to move on, to start over and re-define ourselves. At least thats how i felt. But sitting here right now, with 5 days left I'm really not sure how i feel about it. Part of me is ready to get out of here and move on and just see whats out there for me. But the other part just wants to stay here. Where everythings the same. I have my group of friends who i love and who love me, no matter what, even if things didn't end up like we all hoped. Here i have my safe little job, my family who drives me insane, and everything that i've known for the past 5 years of my life. Its just hard for me to let things go. To say goodbye and leave the past in the past. I'm going on to bigger things. More opprtunities than a music department and promotions at shaw's. Its exciting but scary. I feel like I'm ready to grow up and i should grow up. But i still have a fear of growing up, moving on, and saying goodbye. I think one of the hardest people for me to say goodbye to is my Mom. Yeah she drives me crazy and shes a tad neurotic at times. But I love her. She's my support system and she's always been there for me. I feel bad leaving her because me & my sister are all she has and it hurts to see her all alone. But theres not really anything I can do to change that. I need to do something for my mom..I need ideas.
So i pack almost every free second I have. I have 2 days left of work, and pretty soon I'll be leaving.
oy vey
I'll post more later..
♥
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[August 21st, 11:08am] |
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Just 'cause i felt like it
1) What side of the heart do you draw first?
left
2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?
yes
3) What color is your phone?:
black & silver
5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
mmm probably sarah
6.) Where are you right now?
my room
7) How do you feel about carrots?
theyre ok
8) How many chairs at the dining room table?
4
9) Who is the best Spice Girl?
my favorite was posh
10) Do you know what time it is?
11:13
12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
i have no idea
13) What's your favorite kind of gum?
orbit
14) T or F: All is fair in love and war?
true
15) Do you have a crush on anyone?
ha this question seems more and more stupid every time its asked
16) Do you use words that you don't know the meaning to?
no
17) Do you like to sleep?
yesss
18) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings?
noo?
19) Do you know the song Sugar We're Goin' Down?
yes
20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?
sureee
21) What's something you've always wanted?
hmmm i dunno
25) Do you wear a lot of black?
no
26) Describe your hair.
really long & it needs to be cut
28) Are you an adult?
technicallly
29) Who was your best friend(s) in 5th grade?:
meghan & michelle
30) Do you have a tan?
i did :-[
31) Are you a television addict?
not really
32) Do you enjoy spending time with your mom?
yeahh
33) Are you a sugar freak?
not really
34) What is your favorite movie?
dirty dancing
35) What's your sign?
pisces
36) Where do you wish you were right now?
away from here
37) Who did you copy this from?
josh pelletier
38) How do you know them?
school
39) What brand of shirt are you wearing?
victorias secret
40) Have you ever smoked anything?
nooooope
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| Here's to new beginnings... |
[August 16th, 10:08pm] |
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wow. honestly i never actually thought that things would end like this. 4 years of a friendship just gone because of something stupid. I could sit here all day and say how wrong this is, but I won't. I'm not gonna do that anymore. I tried and put myself out there and made an effort. But the same courtesy wasn't done for me. It feels really sucky knowing that. I tried more than i should have to try and make this work. The ball's not in my court anymore. I could say that if i honestly did something wrong, I would be the first to apologize, but i didn't do anything wrong. I could sit here and write how upset and hurt it makes me. But I won't. People ask me about it and I don't even know how to explain it. It sucks feeling like theres nothing i can do, but it sucks even more knowing that no matter what i do won't matter because its obvious that I'm the only one who would care anyways. I lost my best friend. I don't know how and i don't know why. But I did. I can get over it though. I'll move on. I have best friends now that i know i can trust and thats all that matters to me. It just sucks. This is the last time I'm writing an entry about this. Because from this point on, I'm giving up. I'm not gonna try anymore and I'm not gonna worry about it. I'm moving on and putting this whole thing behind me because theres no point in trying anymore. I'm not gonna say that it doesn't upset me, because it does, a lot. But I guess people change and theres nothing you can do about it. So if you're reading this (which I'm sure you are) Have a nice life. I really mean it. Because I'm moving on and putting all of this in the past, because i don't need to keep holding on to something that obviously isn't ever gonna be fixed.
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| 20 Days?! |
[August 13th, 9:08pm] |
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i haven't updated in awhile... i got my laptoppppp :-] and my new roomate because, yeah. I haven't talked to her yet though. I feel like all i do lately is work. and it sucks. but its almost over...
this summer went by ridiculously fast, like too fast. but i think im ready to go. im ready to get out of here and see whats outside of this town. i feel so suffocated. theres nothing new, nothing to do. im ready to start over and meet new people and just go. dont get me wrong though, i will be sad to leave. theres still that part of me thats afraid of change and scared for things to not be familiar, but i think im ready to handle it. i thought that this would be like years away, thats what it feels like. it doesn't feel like im leaving at all. i feel like i should have gotten a schedule in the mail. it doesnt feel like i should be doing all this preparation. it doesnt feel like its actually happening. it will hit me though. i'll be sitting in my dorm room and things wont be the same. its an unfamiliar feeling. i like dont know what to expect, but i guess thats half the fun. so im ready, to get out of here. because i really need it. i need to do my own thing for awhile and i need space.
there thats better :-]
actually seeing it there makes me believe it more.
sooo im basically working everyday for the rest of my life..
what else is new
um going to watch the hills
faaaaabulous
♥
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[August 10th, 3:08pm] |
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90. First off, what is your name?
Monica
89. What did you do last night?
Worked
88. Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7?
sureee
87. Do you have any siblings?
yeah
86. How many years apart is your mom and dad?
they're like 4 days apart
85. Do you like someone?
i like a lot of people ;-]
84. What does the 7th message in your text inbox say?
mmmm i dont feel like checking..
83. Who sat beside you in math?
last year was caitlin
82. Where is your dad right now?
work i think
81. Do you burn incense?
noo
80. Do you have a problem?
mmm not really
79. Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from?
i dunno
78. Closest purple object?
a notebook
77. Closest silver object?
a cd
76. Closest yellow object?
a highlighter
75. Do you sing in the shower?
sometimes
74. What is bugging you right now?
stuff
73. How does your hair look right now?
straight
72. Do you know all the words to the Star Spangled Banner?
i hope so
71. When is the last time you said the pledge of allegiance?
probably graduation lol
70. If you could kill someone, who would it be?
hahaha
69. Do you have any fears?
yeahhhh i have quite a few lol
68. What do you hear right now?
bubly by colbie caillat
67. Do you like kangaroos?
sure?
66. Can you roll your tongue?
yeahhhhh
65. What are you wearing right now?
jeans & a sweatshirt
64. Who was the last person to message you?
sarahhhhh
63. Do you like emo kids?
whatev
62. Screamo or Country?
country
61. Rock or Rap?
both
60. Polka or Disco?
disco? lol
59. Flying or Driving?
i like driving
58. Who last called you?
steph
57. Was your Valentine's Day nice?
it never is...i stayed home because it snowed.
56. What are you doing now?
listening to music & taking this
55. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
my mommaaaa
54. Would you die for someone?
sure
53. Would you date anyone from your work?
ha i learned my lesson...
52. Do long distance relationships work?
not usually
51. Do you have any pet peeves?
yesssss
50. Do you have to pee right now?
kinda...oh well
49. When did you last talk to one of your siblings?
like 2 seconds ago
47. Do you worry about getting older?
yeahh
46. Have you ever had an ingrown toenail?
omg yes, ow
45. Do you pick your scabs?
no
44. Ever drink your blood?
thats kinda gross?
43. Do your bandaids have cartoons on them?
hello kitty :-]
42. Do you bite your nails?
i try not to..
40. Do you or have you ever had AOL?
used to
39. Do you check CelebPox.com for celebrity gossip?
no?
38. Do you have a jar where you keep your loose change?
yeah
37. Do you own a pogo stick?
i used to have one but i wasn't very good at it
36. Ever gone a whole day without eating?
mmmmm i dont think so
35. Do you own ripped jeans?
yeah, but they're too big
34. What makes you mad?
some stuff..
33. What would you do if you found out that you were adopted?
i don't know, actually
32. Are you jealous a lot of the time?
i'm not really a jealous person, but everyone gets jealous sometimes
31. Do you use a calendar or day planner to schedule everything on?
no
30. Are you OCD?
sometimes
29. Do you have ADD?
hahahaha sometimes i really think so
28. Do you have low self esteem?
yeah, but i try to get past it
27. Who can make you laugh during the hardest time?
my friendsss <3
26. What was the last thing you watched on TV?
ummm the hills
25. When was the last time you had professional pictures taken?
senior pictures last year
24. Have you done a whitening treatment on your teeth?
no, but i'm getting one
23. What is your favorite movie?
dirty dancinggg
22. Who do you love?
lots of people
21. What is playing on your MP3 player right now?
its charging
20. What holiday is your birthday closest to?
valentines day..
19. What's your favorite drink?
diet coke
18. Do you own any big sunglasses?
yeah
17. Bed sheet color?
they're white with flowers right now
16. Ever encountered a shark?
i saw someone catch a shark in florida once
15. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
nope
14. Have you ever bungee jumped?
no
13. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
shaws..
12. What's the first thing you notice about the same sex?
the same sex? um i dunno...
11. Is it hard to express your feelings to someone?
yes
10. Why are people such self-centered beings?
i dunno i guess we all just want to be happy?
9. Are you sad?
not really
8. Are you happy?
i'm always happy
7. Favorite day of the year?
my birthday
6. Have you ever licked someones cheek?
lol maybe?
5. Watched all Spiderman movies?
no just the first one
4. What are you looking forward to?
getting my laptop!
3. Favorite Lucky Charms marshmallow?
the horseshoe because its purple
2. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
yeahh
1. Do you want to get married?
eventually
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| no more metal-mouth :-] |
[August 4th, 4:08pm] |
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i'm getting my braces off in 3 days bitchessssssss
you're jealous ;-]
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I'm not really in a good mood....
Be Spontaneous
Take this survey
1. Where were you an hour ago?
shaws
2. Who will be your next kiss?
who knowss
3. What kind of deodorant do you use?
secret
4. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope
5. When was the last time you went out of the state?
ummmm i dunno
6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
yeah
7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
enviga
8. What are you wearing right now?
sweatpants & a t-shirt
9. What was your last purchase?
calamine lotion :-/
10. Last food you ate?
yogurt
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
brian
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
yeah...i shouldn't have..but i did
13. Do you have a pet?
a dog & a cat
14. What's the last sporting event you watched?
red sox
15. Where did u go today?
chili's and work
16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
anywhere but here...
17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
i dont buy stuff online
18. One thing you hate about yourself?
i dunno...
19. What's your favorite song?
i have a lot
20. Do you miss anyone?
yeahhhh
21. Last play you saw?
riverdance...if that counts?
22. What are your plans for the day?
its almost 11 so not much lol
23. Ever go to camp?
once and i hated it
24. What is on the ad on the myspace page right now?
im not on myspace..
25. Do you have any tattoos or piercing?
2 in each ear
26. Last person who made you cry?
crap.
27. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yeah
28. Where are your best friends located?
hmmmmmm
29. Do you have a tan?
i did but it kinda went away
30. How soon do you want to have kids?
not soon at all
31. Have you ever drank soda from a straw?
yes?
32. Ever mixed all the sodas from the machine and drank it?
yeah...it wasnt such a good idea
33. Do you have allergies?
yeah they suck
34. Do you like hot sauce?
no
35. Next time you'll take a shower?
tomorrow
36. Last shot you received?
i think it was tetanus/meningitis/hpv
37. What is your mood?
annoyed/tired/frustrated/idunno
38. Are you someone's best friend?
yesss
39. What did you do for valentine's day?
i stayed home.....go me :-]
40. What are you doing right now?
nothing
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i don't feel like updating
life's fabulous :-]
i love summer
my friends are amazing? um yes i think so
i think thats all ♥
this seems to be all i do...
buttttt survey timeeeee!
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[[The Boring Basics]]
Name:: monica
Height:: 5'2''
When you were born:: february 20th
Sibling[s]:: steph & angela
Favorite color[s]:: purple, yellow, pink
Favorite number[s]:: 8
Pet[s]:: mattie & matilda
Location:: durrrrrdley
Best Bud[s]:: they know ;-]
Left or Right handed:: righty
[[The Better Choice]]
Winter or Spring:: spring
Pepsi or Mt. Dew:: ew
Men or women:: men
Single date or group date:: either
Scremo or Country:: country
Park or Ocean:: ocean
Blue or Orange:: blue
Sky or Grass:: sky
Math or History:: history i guess
DVD or VHS:: dvd
[[Lasts]]
Car ride destination:: subway with my sister
Phone call:: brian?
Concert:: lol :-[
Sent text message:: sarahlove
Dream remembered:: i have no clue
Trip:: bahston
Song listened to:: pop, lock & drop it
Movie watched:: pretty in pink
Random thing done:: i do a lot of random things..
Person//people with:: brian, sarah & lauren
[[Right Now]]
Drink:: nothing
Sound[s]:: walk it out
Annoyance:: whateverrrr
Thought[s]:: i dunno
Taste:: gum
Music:: walk it out
What's being done:: this survey
Smell:: my shampoo :-]
Longing:: lol
Mood:: gooood
[[Have You Ever]]
Been skinny dipping:: yes
Kiss someone you didn't like:: nope
Done something illegal:: yes
Stolen something stupid [[like a sign or pencil]]:: i dunno
Been out past curfew:: probs def
Came close to death:: not really
Been lazy all day:: hahaha yeah
Been out of state:: yes
Gone on a road trip:: no
Tripped going UP stairs:: duh
[[Other Random Stuff]]
Favorite song:: buy you a drank ooooooooooooeeeeeee
Is there anything pink in the room:: my ipod
Best thing ever:: i dunno
Closest orange object:: cosmo's orange!
Last thing digested:: whaaaaat?
Do you play the bagpipes:: lol no?
Do you like strawberries:: yeahh
What were you doing five hours ago:: sleeping
What should you be doing right now:: cleaning
Last gift recieved:: money
Are you tired:: not really
What's for dinner:: i dunno
You must be lame:: you're lame
Last item bought:: gas
Any plans for the weekend:: this weekend? i dunno yet
Are you weak:: i dunno?
Is anyone on your mind:: i STILL hate this question
Summer means:: no school :-]
How many piercings//tattoos do you have:: 2 in each ear
Current school attending:: curry?
Favorite store[s]:: ae, hollister, charlotte russe, wet seal, forever 21, h&m
Which shoe goes on first:: right
Do you brush your teeth:: yes, creepo
Ever gone to jail:: nope
Dream vehicle:: a jetta
Lose any friends lately:: i really don't know...
How is life treating you:: damn good shawty ;-]
Plans for the future:: college, nursing school
Next birthday..what are your plans:: 19...i have no clue
Favorite radio station:: i don't really listen to the radio
How about them Mariners:: sure, but the red sox are better ho :-]
Are you a Guitar Hero junkie:: i LOVE guitar hero
Does the rain excite you:: i love rain
Spice Girls..your thoughts:: :-]
Do you live above the influence:: of drugs? yesm
Post-it notes:: faaaabulous
Fall Out Boy or Panic! At The Disco:: fall out boy
Out all day or all night:: all night
Is Jack Sparrow hot or not:: no
What do you think about Paris Hilton:: i dunno?
What is your favorite holiday:: christmas
Do boys//girls really have cooties:: lol no
Have you ever been called a tease:: that was a really long time ago...awkwarddddd
WHO
Who was the last person to IM you?
sarahhh
Who is in the house with you?
momma!
Who are you thinking about right now?
no one really
Who did you talk to on the phone last?
my sister
Who's house did you last go to?
brian's
Who is your favorite teacher?
i dunno yet ;-]
Who was the last person you told you love them?
my mommmmm
Who do you wish were with you right now?
anyone i don't really care
Who's your favorite relative?
i dunno
Who gets on your nerves the most?
dumbasses
WHAT
What was the last thing you ate?
subway
What was the last thing you drank?
diet coke
What color is your shirt?
navy blue
What kind of cell phone do you have?
verizon
What is the closest item near you that is red?
a candle
What do you like about school?
again i dunno yet ;-]
What is your most used away message?
i dunno i use different ones all the time
What is the last movie you watched?
pretty in pink
What would happen if you threw your computer mouse out the window?
?? i would make you go get it, ho
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
cleaning
WHEN
When did you meet your closest friend?
mmmm 8th grade & junior year
When is your birthday?
february 20th
When was the last time you went to the zoo?
a long time ago :-[
When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
ummmm i dunno
When did you last take a shower?
like 2 hours ago
When is your bedtime?
lol i don't have a bedtime
When is your next vacation?
i dunno
When was the last time you were in a relationship?
whatever, ho
When was the last time you watched Monty Python?
i don't like that movie
When did you last get a hug?
todayy
WHERE
Where do you go to school?
curry
Where is your phone?
downstairs
Where are your parents?
my moms leaving for work & i have no clue where my dad is
Where do you sleep?
my room in my FABULOUS bed
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
my birthday
Where was the last place you drove to/from?
subway
Where do you like to hang out most?
i don't care
Where have you traveled to outside your country?
mexice & the bahamas
WHY
Why are you taking this particular survey?
ihavenothingbettertodo
Why does half the world have a myspace?
i don't know, its rather queer
Why do people do drugs/why do you do drugs (if you do)?
i dunno
Why are the Beatles considered so amazing?
because they're british :-]
Why is KFC so delicious?
i HATE kfc
Why do rappers wear their pants around their knees?
because they like them that way?
Why do you have a cell phone?
because i would die without it
Why do people care about celebrity gossip?
because they like to make themselves feel better
Why are blondes labelled as "dumb"?
i-d-k ;-]
Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, my autobiography.
-Prologue-
1. Who took your default pic?
meee
2. Exactly what are you wearing right now?
cutoff bermuda shorts, fall out boy t-shirt & flip flops
3. What is your current problem?
nothing really
4. What makes you most happy?
my friends
5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
haha like a prayer
6. Do you like MTV?
yesm
7. Name something that annoys you about people?
ummm when people are fake..that would be it
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Chapter 1:
1. Nickname(s)
i don't really have one
2. eye color?
brown/greenish
3. hair color?
dark brown
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Chapter 2:
FAMILY
1. Do you live with your parent(s)?
yes
2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?
usually
3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
divorced
4. Do you have any Siblings?
steph & angela
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Chapter 3:
FAVORITES.
1. Ice Cream:
mint chocolate chip
2. season?
summer
3. book:
i dunno
4. Band:
lots!
5. Food:
whateverrr
6. Drink (non alcoholic):
diet coke
7. Drink (alcoholic):
strawberry daquiri
8. past-time.:
shopping
9. pen color:
black
10. store:
i already answered this question
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Chapter 4:
DO YOU-
1.Write on your hand?
sometimes?
2. Call people back?
yes
3.Believe in love?
i dunno
4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
no
5. Any mental health issues?
hahaha no
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Chapter 5:
HAVE YOU-
1. Broken a bone?
my little toe...haha
3. Had physical therapy?
nope
4. Gotten surgery?
no
5. Taken painkillerz?
yes
6. Have you ever gone scubadiving/snorkeling?
yeah!!!
7. Been stung by a bee?
yes
8. Threw up in a doctors office?
no?
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Chapter 6:
LAST
1. Movie you saw in the movie theatres?
evan almighty..
2. Person to text you?
sarahlove
3. Thing you touched?
the mouse
4. Thing you ate?
subway
5. Thing you said?
bye!
10. Person to call you?
shaw's...woof
11. Last book you read?
summer boys
12. Place you worked?
shaws...
13. Time you cleaned your room?
ha yesterday and its messy again ;-]
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I'm waiting for sarah to finish her alcohol test hahaha
1. Story behind your MySpace song?:
i liked it?
2. What's bothering you right now?
i don't really wanna talk about it...its dumb anyways
3. Do you close the door when you pee?
duh...creepo
DESCRIBE YOUR:
4. Wallet?
pink
5. Wallpaper on your computer's desktop background?
california <3
6. Background on your cell phone?
the star we made at sarahs :-]
7. Jewelry worn daily?
earrings & my heart necklace
8. Where your default picture was taken?
ooo myspace survey..got it
prom i believe
9. Eyes:
brown/hazelish
10. Life:
changing
11. House:
home :-]
WHAT ARE YOU?
12. Doing next weekend?
i have no clue
13. Wearing?
pink pants & a tshirt
14. Wanting?
oy vey
15. Where are you?
computer room
16. Listening to?
nothing
17. Have you ever kissed anyone named brittanyy?
mmm nope
18. What do you smell like?
my shampoo/conditioner-totally twisted :-]
19. Eating?
nothing, i don't really feel good
20. What is your favorite thing?
my friends
21. Do you believe in a soul mate?
sure
23. Do you remember your dreams?
not usually
24. Do you believe dreams come true?
i really don't know
25. Do you believe in miracles?
sometimes
26. Do you burn easily in the sun?
yesss
27. Do you speak another language other than English?
a little spanish
28. What's something you wish you could understand better?
people
29. What did you do this/last weekend?
worked, grad party, went out to eat
30. Who do you miss?
lots of stuff
31. Have you ever been in a talent show?
yes i have
32. Orange or apple juice?
apple
33. Do you like the person who took this survey before you?
yes i do
34. What was the last text message you received?
sarah...it was a good one :-]
35. Last text message you sent?
i don't remember
37. What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
a pencil
38. What was the last thing you ate?
a cookie
39. Last person you hugged?
my momma
40. Whose house did you go to last night?
sarahssss
41. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
my mom
42. Do you like someone right now?
this question is still dumb every time i answer it
43. What do you wear more, shorts, jeans or sweatpants?
shorts
44. What is the last movie you watched?
evan almighty
45. Have you ever punched a baby?
hahaha mabez
46. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
somerset show choir competition
47. xbox 360 or NFL game tickets?
nfl pats tickets :-]
48. Do you believe that you can change someone?
yes
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I stole this from sarah ;-]
word 8-] hahaha
When was the last time you went to the bathroom outside?
i think a couple years ago when i was camping
Family member you most resemble?
i look like my dad, but i kinda act like my mom
Do you own your own Bible?
yep..catholic school ;-]
Do you wear deodorant?
yes
Do you clean up nice?
duh
When was the last time you tripped and fell?
im a tad clumsy :-]
Where was the last place you slept besides your home?
ummm sarah's?
What are you listening to right now?
jesses girl ♥
Have you ever started an uncontrollable fire?
nope
Ever run out of gas on the road?
close...but no
What would you rather do, rake the leaves, or mow the lawn?
mow the lawn because we have a riding lawn mower...im not allowed to do that anymore though
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
music
Last time you swam in a pool?
class trip
Have you ever been in a school play?
yes
How many kids do you want?
2 or 3
Type of music you dislike most?
heavy heavy metal
Are you registered to vote?
yeah!
Do you have cable?
yes
Ever prank call anybody?
pshhhhhhh i've never done that ;-]
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
uuuuuuuuum how about neither :-]
Do you have a garden?
no but my mom has like 27
What's your favorite comic strip?
blondie
Bath or Shower?
shower
Best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
i watched dirty dancing the other day ♥
Best pizza topping?
cheese
Popcorn or Peanuts?
popcorn
Orange Juice or apple juice?
apple juice
Chocolate Bar?
snickers
When was the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
ew, i don't like tomatoes
Ever order anything from an infomercial?
no i wanted to though
Sprite or 7-Up?
sprite i guess?
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work/school?
i used to wear a uniform to school...and my ever so attractive shaw's polo ;-]
Ever thrown up in public?
no
Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
true love
Believe in love at first sight?
no
Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
my mom..she was working though
What do you think about most?
stuff
Favorite form of travel?
car or train
If you could have one magical power what would it be?
telepathy
Something purple within 5 feet of you?
curry pen :-]
The sexiest item of clothing you own?
lol i dunno
Is your hair long enough to chew on?
yeah but thats gross
Least favorite color?
red-orange
Ever have Dippin' Dots?
yeah bitch
Ever play an instrument?
piano
Ever been to a palm reader?
yes
Last Pez dispenser you purchased?
an amazing duck
Did you have a good weekend?
sure
How is today going for you?
goooooooood even though my car is still broken :-/
Any plans for tonight?
sarah's party woooooo :-]
Ever photograph something that was dead?
no?
Are you ready for the holiday season?
its summer
Ever given someone a full-body oil massage?
no lol
♥
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SUMMER SURVEY 2007
This upcoming summer
1) Are you going anywhere for vacation?
probs not i already went to florida this year
2) Are you seeing anyone special?
no
3) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
nope
4) Do you have a pool?
no :-[
5) Do you like the summer?
i luuuurve the summer
6) Have you ever been on a jet ski?
no
7) Do you want to have a summer romance?
whatever happens
8) Do you plan on going fishing?
i love fishing :-]
9) Do you like fireworks?
yesm
10) Are you going to any concerts?
mabez
11) Are you going to be working?
unfortunately yes
12) If so, where?
shaws
13) What was the best part of last summer?
being with my friends :-]
14) What was the worst part?
queer drama...whatever
15) Are you going to miss school?
kinda..
16) When did you get out of school?
june 3rd
17) Which friend do you plan on seeing the most?
the loves of my life?
18) Is there anyone you wanna hook up with over the summer?
lol thats funny
19) What is their name start with?
word 8-]
21) Which beach do you like going to?
maine-long sands
Would you rather
1) Watch a sunset or star gaze?
sunset
2) Go swimming in a lake or a pool?
either
3) Have a summer hook-up or a lasting romance?
lasting romance
4) Go to the beach or go to an amusement park?
beach
5) Swim, or surf?
swim
6) Ride your bike or take a walk?
take a walk
Romance
1) Have you ever had a summer romance?
no
2) How long did it last?
...
3) Are you thinking of someone now?
i-d-k haha
4) Do you plan on making a movie?
a movie? um no
5) Do you wish on stars?
yes
55 Questions
1. Who were you with last night?
lauren & sarah
2. What woke you up this morning?
sarah's dad haha
3. Where are you?
computer room
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
i dunno, i have to work
5. Did you kiss anyone today?
nooooope
6. When was the last time you cried?
mmmm i dunno
7. Ever thrown up in public?
no
8. Passed out because of alcohol?
no
9. Who's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
your mom
11. Where would you like to live?
anywhere
13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
a nurse
15. Who is number one on your top friends?
lauren
16. Have you kissed your number 1?
hahahaha no
17. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
sarahhhh
19. Do you like candy necklaces?
dur
20. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
ummm yesterday
21. Do you listen to music every day?
usually
22. What was the last thing you ate?
pineapple :-]
23. Are you a fast typer?
sure
24. About how many people have you liked?
oh man lol
26. What are you doing this weekend?
brian's grad party, work, fathers day-things
27. What's your favorite type of soda?
diet coke!! :-]
29. Have you ever won an award?
yes
30. What do you want right now?
moneyy
31. Are you listening to music right now?
yes
32. Do you like someone right now?
why is this question in every survey
34. How long 'til your birthday?
a long time lol
35. When were you the saddest in your whole life?
mmmmmmm i dunno
36. What time is it?
3:16pm
37. Do you use Ebay to buy or sell?
no
38. What makes you mad?
when people act dumb
39. Have you ever had a song written about you?
no
40. What song makes you cry?
photographs & memories
41. What song makes you happy?
a lot of songs make me happy
42. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
slow stuff
43. Do you have a job?
yes
45. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
purple mountains majesty
46. What makes you happy?
my friends :-]
47. Whats the next CD you're gonna get?
i dunno, i prefer to illegally download music
48. Height?
5"2''
49. Hair Color?
dark brown
50. Eye Color?
brown/greenish
51. Piercings?
2 in each ear
52. Wearing right now?
work clothes
53. What taste is in your mouth?
pineapple
54. Favorite color?
purple
55. Are you happy with yourself?
yes
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I have nothing better to do
and i don't feel like getting ready
:-]
50 Questions...
1. So, what did you do all day?
i got up, dressed, went to bj's with my mom, went to the dump, bought flowers, ate lunch
2. What is the most expensive thing you've bought recently?
i dunno probs some article of clothing ;-] lol
3. Last concert (or show) you attended?
ummm i don't even know
4. Coolest thing you've gotten in the mail lately?
a $500 scholarship
5. Describe your favorite article of clothing:?
hollister sweatshirt
6. Last video game played?
crash bandicoot!
7. How many CDs do you have by any ONE artist or group?
most of my cd's are mixes...
8. What's for dinner?
whatever i buy at work
9. Do you have any collections?
no, i tried but i get bored easily...
10. What was the last board game you played?
cranuim? trivial pursuit? lol i dunno
11. Who won?
those games suck
12. Do you subscribe to any magazines?
elle
13. Last movie you saw at a theater?
uuuummmm lol i really don't remember
14. Last movie you watched at home?
i watched something last night but i forget what it was
15. Do you have any special traditions only you or your family does?
i dunno
16. What was the last thing you created?
a mess :-]
17. Are you reading any books right now?
nope, i have add :-]
18. Do you remember your favorite book from childhood?
curious george
19. What do you do when you can't fall asleep?
listen to my ipod
20. Have you ever randomly bumped into a actor/actress/or other generally famous person on the street?
no
21. Are you more likely to read a book you've never read before if it's been made into a movie?
probs def not ;-]
22. Have you discovered what podcasts are yet? Do you have a favorite?
noo lol
23.What is your favorite kind of food that you only get to have once a year?
corn fritters :-]
24. What's that noise?
call on meeeeeeeeeee
25. Last dvd box set you bought?
grey's anatomy
26. Are there any musical artists that you used to like but don't admit to?
lol probably
27. Are there any covers you think are better than the original?
hmmmmmm?
28. What food(s) do you go to the store for ASAP when you run out?:
water & diet coke..well my mom does
29. Arizona Cardinals or Pittsburgh Steelers?
i hate the steelers and the cardinals so neither
30. Last new artist that you listened to and really liked:
the rocket summer
31. Did you know you can win a date with Tom from MySpace on GoofyAuctions.com?
he's sexy ;-]
32. In which country do you wish you'd been born?
ireland
33. When was the last time you were scared shitless?
last night because i saw a commercial for some really scary movie
34. Do you like it when old ladies refer to you as "Dear", or "Hon", or "Sugar"?
whatev
35. What is your favorite physical flaw?
lol screw you
36. Share random fact about yourself?
i can wiggle my ears...and do a pretty intense lazy eye ;-]
37. What's the best field trip you ever went on?
the museum!
38. Have you ever dressed up for Halloween at work?
yeah! me & sarah wore cat ears once
39. Do you have any clothes that you pilfered or inherited from your parents?:
ha yeah...my irish sweater...
40. How old is "old" to you?
i dunno
41. What was the last free thing you've gotten?
moneyy
42. What's your favorite black and white movie?
i don't have one
43. What color would you like to bleed?
purple
44. Do you know anyone with a pierced nipple?
yeah...wierd
45. Have you ever been to a convention?
no? maybe?
46. If you were to dress up as a musician, which one would you be?
i don't knowww
47. Do you have a thing about ruining new stuff by personalizing?
no?
48. Ever have those moments when you realize that you somehow just cheated death?
mmmm no
49. Does it boggle your mind?
mabez...lol
50. If you have a wall calendar, what kind is it?
grey's anatomy!
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I stole this from lauren
who stole it from sarah
:-]
Bold the things that apply
01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I did love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation.
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple of horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I've tried writing poetry before but it sucked.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. My room is painted a color other than white.
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always early.
34. I barely ever study for tests.
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I don't blame gay people for being gay.
41. No one really knows me.
42. I don't have many bad hair days.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel empty sometimes.
48. I am/was clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am no longer depressed because of medication.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas/Chanukah is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love the color yellow.
56. I love guys/girls that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a moody person.
59. I sometimes have a low self-confidence.
60. I've contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous...sometimes
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat meat.
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I'm happy with my life most of the time.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 4 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a boyfriend.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts.
79. I don't really care about politics.
80. I hate Bush, but I have reasons to justify it.
81. I don't take criticism well.
82. Conformity is stupid.
83. I love Colin Farrell.
84. Rockerska boys/chicks turn me on.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the guitar.
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I don't believe that premarital sex is wrong
91. I don't like my nose.
92. I am very religious
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I love music.
97. I'm in love.
98. I have problems letting go of people.
99. Ashlee Simpson is awesome.
100. I don't really like ice cream
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fuck it
thats all i have to say
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